Unable to Write a Line
It’s nearly a month since I blogged in Chinese. Nothing has been posted, with neither Chinese nor English content shown, as I should feel “speechless” when given a platform where I can speak at will! Woo… It’s bad enough.
The Chinese New Year was over when I braked my work at the end of February and I didn’t talk in here basically because of such preoccupation. As a matter of fact, it’s much easier for me to write something in English, fearless of what is posted and who’s to be the next reader. But in Chinese it’s a rough job. I have to choose right words considering who’ll get cross at my wording, say my BOSS, best-behavior friends and celebrities. Also there’s possibility that they are able to read English smoothly but, to my great joy, they are reluctant to. 
The picture was taken on the first day of the Chinese New Year, a day off once in a blue moon, a day when I turned into my tiger year.
It’s widely believed that it’s a common job in one’s year – to suffer, to worry, to ponder and to grow. Here are my recent self-invention:
1. You decide on one while you give up on many.
2. Never think of who never thinks of you.
3. Sometimes chances flood to the passive, not the active.
4. It’s not bad to crush yourself once in that it makes you unique.
Fellas have returned from the holiday, marking the beginning of a busy year. I’m also left with plenty of work to do. But before I go bad, who cares?
“Speechless” – Lady Gaga