October 17, 2009 – 90th B’day of my alma mater

I should have been happy that day.

However, I found myself indifferent to it.

Like you love someone and will probably gain nothing.

You love your alma mater and will probably lose something.

It’s horrible to show blind love.

I won’t, not ever.

I’m still thinking what I gotta do after college.

At this moment, my alma mater won’t help.

And nor will these temporary friends.

All is up to myself.

It’s good to make decisions of my own, all alone, though.